Monday, September 25, 2006

Finally turn 20 !

Really thanks to everyone who make my Big day a success, those who sms me and those who celebrated my birthday, you rocks!

It all started out on Saturday afternoon, 230906, 2pm. Went to meet Zhixiang and Jeremy for jamming session. Thanks for the book that you all had given me.

After that, met Daniel Ang, Shuyi, Kenneth and Weiliang at Grand Hyatt Hotel. Must really thank all of them, for paying so much. The buffet there was great! Weiliang had so much to talk about his army life, and I had so much to talk about my superstar experience, shuyi had some personal experience, we chatted like we didn't meet for ages! They never fail to brighten up my life and always trigger my humor genes . We are gonna be buddies for life, it has already been 7 years. Weiliang said something that was very true : We had witnessed the growing up journey of each of us.

Shuyi is venturing into the pastry industry, Weiliang had enter the army, and Kenneth is going to serve the nation soon. Daniel Ang had matured so much and I'm trying to thrive in the Music Industry. We were strangers, then to classmates for four years, and although we had graduated, but friendship still remains. We had witnessed the laughters and tears of our special moments.

Well, whatever it is, I am really proud to have such fantastic friends with me for the past 7 years!

At Grand Hyatt Hotel

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From Left, Weiliang, Daniel Ang, Kenneth,Me, SHuyi

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Me and Shuyi

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Weiliang and Me

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Kenneth and Me

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Daniel and me

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Daniel,Shuyi and Me

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The Mahjong Kakis!
Clockwise, Me, Weiliang,Kenneth,Shuyi

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Yes Sir! We are serving the nation!
Shuyi..serving the nation with her heart, lol.
Kenneth? Trying to play punk rite!

After that we went to this "THE FISH ROOM" , something like a bar/cafe style , near my place.

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20th Birthday!

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Its us again! Don't need intro again rite.

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Me and daniel again

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The mama and 2 sons

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MaHJOng rocks! Hmm..weiliang's head very round like fishball sia

My bestest buddies celebrated my birthday at 12am in the fishroom. Was very nice of them to stay until so late together with me. And here comes the 20th Birthday!

Next day, went to celebrate my birthday with Suhui,Shuting,Ferry,Sharmen,Chinran and Daniel Goh. Mindy got a project to do, so for the consecutive 2nd year..i'm unable to celebrate my birthday with Mindy. She's always busy with her school work. Had steamboat at suhui's house, and heard that our dearest Daniel Goh had helped to prepare the food as early as 8am. Haha. Thanks pals, I really appreciated all of your hardwork and sincerity! They are another group of my friends, who maintained the 7 years of bonding together too. With them around, we always had endless of laughters too. Shuting is forever that comical, and Daniel Goh is forever that innocent. Haha. Must thank Suhui for loaning her house for my birthday purpose.. haha. People got 7 terrance houses leh, loan one out..still got 6 left mah. HAHa. Chinran left around 10.30pm cause he need to book in by 11am. Nevertheless, we ate as if we are one big family, and thanks for all the hardwork!

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The food prepared by all of them!

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Ferry and Sharmen washing the plates

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Daniel Goh and Me

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Chinran and Me

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Ferry and Me

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Haha..shuting and me, imitating the new massage chair advertisement.Familiar?

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One more!

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Please pardon our narcissitism

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Mooncake, nice!

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K la..a normal one

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Sharmen and me

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20th Birthday!

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Blowing Candles

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Cutting Cake

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(Clockwise) Me, Sharmen,Suhui, Shuting,Daniel Goh,Ferry, Chinran

I really enjoyed myself alot ! Thanks to everyone... but poor ferry. Heard that he walked from Hougang to Tiong Bahru, and it took him like 3 hrs and 45 min. He said he wanted to save cabfare, then actually wanted to walk abit, but in the end, he quite high, so eventually finished the entire journey. Wah, I saluted his endurance and determination!

Life Rocks!

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Jamming Session

Our Jamming Session ... Zhixiang Playing Keyboard, Jeremy the drummer, and me the Singer!

A small achievement!

Hee, was excited to recieve Best Soldier Award from my unit RSM.

Must thank hongsheng for helping me to write such a detailed report, and he had actually spend 1 1/2 hr!

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My Reward

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And also this as well!

Monday, September 18, 2006

Project Superstar 2

Haiz, I'm feeling better now. Gonna upload some pics, courteousy of Ferry.

Need to thank

secondary school friends-Shuting,Mindy,Suhui,Ferry,Sharmen,Chinran,Hongsheng
Jc friends -Wanping and GuiJin
army friends- Zhiqun and Morris for coming down to support.

And Shuyi,Kenneth, Weiliang, Zhixiang,Janice,Yiwei for giving me lots of moral support and encouragement.

Pri sch friend Eebing for giving me some fashion tips ..haha.

Anyway, apologise for my elimination..created some unnecessary disappointment.. haiz.
Here's the pics!

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Me on stage

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Close Up

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Recieving support from friends

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Mindy , me, shuting

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I'm her sister, She's my Brother. HAHa.

Sunday, September 17, 2006

Keeping myself Occupied

Melissa tagged me to do this quiz..

Name 20 ppl u can think of at the top of your head. Dun read the below questions before you write and tag 5 ppl to do this survey.

1. Shuyi
2. Melissa
3. Weiliang
4. Kenneth
5. Junwen
6. Hongsheng
7. Cheryl
8. Kailun
9. Shuting
11. Suhui
12. Mindy
13. Chinran
14. Ferry
15. Mark
16. Daniel Goh
17. Daniel Ang
18. Zhixiang
19. Wanping
20. Guijin

How did you meet 14?

Ferry was my secondary school mate. He is a indonesian and came to join our class in sec 2. Still remember initially he went to 2/2, but there were no malay, so he kena transferred to our class. Many think that his name sound like "Fairy", and thought he was so holy. Some thought that he speaks Chinese because of his looks. But he actually speaks bahasan melayu~.

What would you do if you never met 1?

Shuyi. No one will buy cake for my birthday when I was in sec 1. I still remember I told her I made a wish, if anyone were to celebrate my birthday, he/she will be my bestest friend. And it turned out to be true! She shares my joy and sadness, and we also quarrelled before. She is very thoughtful and always instills me with endless laughters and joys.

What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?

Shuting n guijin? It can't be, unless they are lesbians. On top of that, both are already attached.

Did you ever like 19?

Wanping? Nope! But Wanping boyfriend has a mole as big as mine, and at the same position too. I always imagine myself that I look like wenyao. Muahaha..and she will shake her head and broke into laughter!

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?

Hongsheng and daniel a? Nope, unless they are gays.

Describe 3.

Last time in secondary school, thought he is the typical chao ah beng , small, but like our big brother. Now? HAha, realised he is actually very gu niang.
He is one of my mahjong kaki, and always makes stupid actions and comments which provide us with lots of laughters. If anyone were to trigger his humor genes, he will laugh like he had never laugh before. Very scary. Weiliang is also very superstitious. Always think that wear red colour can win mahjong.

But he can be a good listener too. Any problems just look for him, he will listen and give you constructive comments too.

Do you think 8 is attractive?

Kailun, yes. Definitely. She can sing well, and I always think that she looks like Jolin Tsai. Her studies is cream of the top. On stage, she always give a very confident look . On the other hand, she is kind and gentle too. But too bad , she's already attached!

Tell me something about 7.

Cheryl is a vegetarian. I sat beside her when I was in secondary 2. She can really console people when you are down. She makes a good leader too. She was a counsellor of amkss and nyjc too. She got very big eyes, and very nice voice too. Cheryl is already very slim , but she keeps on tell people she's otherwise. Cheryl is so humble!

Do you know any of 12's family?
Mindy..ya. Bernard, her 2nd brother. He was my understudy back in Citibank, actually, not really. When he came in, I left.. ehh, or I should say, I introduce bernard to citibank.

What's 8's favourite?

Ehh..jolin tsai lor. No..maybe desmond.

What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?

Wah..suhui? unbelivable, but if that really happens, I will give in all my heart to her!

What language does 15 speak?

Mark..most of the time, english.

Who is 9 going out with?

Shuting. The AJC glen lor.. not amkss glen ah.

How old is 16 now?

D goh..19..going to 20 in 3 mths time.

When was the last time you talked to 13?

Chinran?Haha, yesterday, 160906.

Who's 2 favourite band/singer?

Melissa..ehh, dunno.

Would you date 4?

Ehh..haha. Kenneth? I dated him last friday to buy clothes. Haha.

Would you date 7?

Wah, cheryl..long time no see. If her busy schedule permits, why not?!

Is 15 single?

Ehh..for the moment, ya.

What's 10's last name?

Sharmen Lim..full name, sharmen lim jun kuan!

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 18?

Zhixiang? Choy, I'm straight. But we are good music buddies!

Which school does 3 go to?

Weiliang's Pri school was jingsan, then ang mo kio sec, next was temasek poly.

Whats your favourite thing about 5?

Junwen. He's quiet. Just tell him your secrets if you can't find anyone to share. He will keep it for life. Next, his carefree character. One with no problems in life, happy-go-lucky kind.

Have you seen no.1 naked?

Shuyi ? Ehh, pls. No.

Tagged 5 people? Nah..i wouldn't want to. =p

Dreams shattered

Maybe my title is abit exaggerating.

16-09-06, the end of my dreams. Got kicked out of Project superstar 2nd round.

Haiz, the judge say I'm like a singing machine, sang too fast. Maybe its a good thing, at least I'm not out at the 3rd round, so my disappointment will not be to a greater extend.

Frankly speaking, I'm disappointed in myself. On top of that, I really want to apologise to my friends out there, cause I disappointed you guys. Though I've expected myself to be out, but at the same time, I do hope to see myself entering the next round too.

I've been telling my friends, I'm okay, I'm fine, but I realise that I'm actually decieving myself. I'm actually forcing myself to take this competition lightly.

Suddenly, there's no goal in my life. My passion for music sank to the bottom, and I just feel very dejected now.

I've totally no idea why I'm feeling this way. Maybe I need sometime to adjust myself, time is the healing factor.

From young, I've never succeeded in anything. Next week, I will be 20 . But seems that my future is blinded by a layer of fog. Yes, I do agree that I give up easily. How I wish my life is like those computer games, which I can restart everything again. If I'm not happy at any point of my life, I can escape and a brand new profile is created. But in reality, its not.

I succumbed to failures. I've already fell down so many times that I've totally forgot how to stand on my own again.

This is the way I deal with life.

I'm just a coward.

Monday, September 04, 2006

Another History in Life

Steve Irwin is dead.

The famous crocodile hunter that you saw in TV 12 , was killed by a stingray. According to reports, it was a very rare chance and he's just very unfortunate.

He was only 44.

When jeff told me the news, I couldn't accept the truth.

Maybe you guys maybe wondering why am I so affected. I was stunned. Life is simply unpredictable. You maybe called home by lord the very next second. I'm really afraid of such moments. I don't termed it as a 'surprise', but recognised it as a 'misfortune'.

Sudden deaths creates horror and phychological disorders to many. Steve Irwin can be just a stranger to many of us, but I believe it creates an impact and leave a deep memory.

A new history begins, and I admired Steve Irwin courageous spirit .